Well it's been awhile since I've written anything. And where may I have been or up to? Good question I'm asking myself the very same thing at this moment in time. As I sit here in this incredibly hot and humid weather in Ontario. I have come to realize that everything that I once cherished and enjoyed I simply forgot about. Forgot about my love of music, dance and acting. And why haven't I gone back to it? Is it because I gained weight and no longer feel comfortable in public? Is it because I become insecure when im surrounded by people who seem to have their shit together?
Funny I used to believe once I would conquer the world. That I was gonna be as big as Madonna, Cher, Britney Spears. And now I feel so meek and mild compared to all thats out there. Yes I still write lyrics. Yes I still want to record them. But where does one start? See this has been my challenge. Im finally ready to record something and get it out there. Im finally ready to come out there as me and say take me "as I am". I guess the hard part for me is allowing myself to appear vulnerable or that I need help. Pride can be a bitch at times and slow you down. So here I am ready to get on this journey and struggle for a bit. anyways just a tad bit for now. Theres ore to come about my past and what has been my journey incase anyone wants to understand me. Hugs and kisses to all,
Dita xoxo
